Today is a much better day, and I feel like I am floating.
The only thing that could make my life any better right now, would be a special person to share my day with.
My hopes hopeless wondering,
searching farther,
deeper I'm falling,
my tear drops in a spacious swirling hole.
tiresome, meaningless,
fearful and envious,
I cant stand,
I cant stand.
I......
Sat in my room, in a blank cornered massacre,
Straining my voice,
SCREAMING.......Blank walls,
lungs bloody,
dripping down the back of my throat,
like some crazy acid trip swirling my images,
distorting my images,
delaying my mind so I can create something better,
Who is to say I cant fall down these flight of unfinished stairs,
The rails not working,
Laughter growing louder,
can you hear my screams rising......
Growls from the basement holding the air still,
Black as night,
Cold as winter frost covering my lifeless body,
immigration,
immigration,
deafening blows to my skull,
the concrete looks better than your fist.
Pulling myself up heading towards the corner,
Moving towards the Darkness,
Light burns my eyes.........
burns my mind,
drilling my face down,
shadows dont exsist here...
No one stating,
points making,
time is failing to improve my situation,
bodies littering the ground....
littering the streets...
Dont tell your secret..
Please....
dont share my pain....
NO....
peek around the corner...
SIT.....
let end make fast my mind blows quicker heat rise my eyes second part taking hold my chair what you lift go down eat your soul tired weak girls voices honey honey honey home till dark liquid creeping.. creeping..
DARK.......... | 
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